I'm really depressed that I cannot enter for Dolpa 28 lottery. I don't know if anyone can get as depressed as me for not being able to enter a lottery. I have set my heart to it, and I really, really wanted SDGrG Yu Morisawa. Kanon and Aoko is just extra, I'm not so sad if I can't get them.
There's so many birthdays this month. My sister, my three nephews, a niece, and I still owe presents for last month for my Dad, my younger brother and his daughter. Another thing that I can't stand is not being able to give anyone presents. So I'm sacrificing my current dream doll for that. Also since USPS no longer offer registered mail to for more than a certain weight and length overseas, I have been doing EMS many times this year for family. I also feel bad for people I sell stuff for, needing to pay that much every time.
I worked since before last weekend, making changes, no longer sleep at night, no longer sleep more that a couple of hours. I feel exhausted mentally. No time for the gym. I can't wait for these projects to be over.
Well Yu, maybe next time. I get to see your smile for real :)